another one, enjoy

seshh thats how I feel...(I hate poems but its good) I make'em nearly everyday..from my qoutes...its like part of my life..-.-

oh thats cool^^ and thank you..

thats kinda how I feel sometimes.

You have an obsession with depression dont u...are you or do you just write about it?

i worte this based on how i felt in my sixth period class...

That is fine and dandy but the rest are all the same...almost all...its annoying coz if u aint depressed, liven up for god sakes, people like you make those who ar depressed look like you...either after attention or sympathy when those who are, do not want either

..im just writing how i feel

ok then...u sound like a depresed person...get yourself checked out Saying that...i do not write how i feel

..why are you here...why are you coming in here and saying things like this?

Why am I here? To have a go at people like you who rekon they are depressed when they friggin aint...I have opinions and all I am doing is expressing them.

....i see...tasha...i write how i feel...i wont keep them inside when i have a feeling i feel i need to express i will express...im not going to be weighed down and forced to keep quiet.....

People who keep quiet are not forced to, they choose to as they find it better and will not get hurt. Expressing feelings of sadness on a site such as this is wanting people to feel sorry for you. You can express emotions but if you didnt want attention you wouldn't be posting it on here.

i post this...cause i have a voice...a voice i will have herd tasha...i write my feelings..these in this gallery is how i feel day after day my feelings my emotions....you will not come into my gallery...and force me to keep quiet...you will not come here and step on me mentaly abuse me.....you will not come in here and tell me how i am who i am....cause tasha...i express my words...i write them here tasha.....and tasha..there are those..that are forced to be quiet..those who want to say something.....

Yes i know there are some people like that but I have a voice too but I dont go around saying stuff like this. You have no idea what I'm going through at the minute so attention seekers like you piss me off.

i feel like that, alot....too....but.....boyo, why are you doing this?Stop it.....can't u seee Tasha dosen't wanna be botherede by this?Leave her alone!

.....what your going through...must be tough...and i am sorry for that...but tasha..you dont go saying this..but i do...tasha you just told me people choose to do that and now you say yes i know there are some like that.....tasha......i post here..what i feel...i dont seek attention....i post these poems...i post them...cause they are my voice my words....you have done this to me before..sed something to me that would make me hurt...like a little child.....but tasha...no more......

*sighs* she can say what she wants to.But, I know that we all have a voice *smiles* and we all want to be heard as well

*hugs* but tasha.....u can get through this.....you have the right to not tell ppl....

.......

*hug* I hope I can...and i have just told one of my best mates im not gonna tell people

*hugs* I know you can ...........so......u can't tell me....or....?

I hope so...im gonna tell you reasons but not more than that

okay, that's ok with me.I'm just worried

lol dont be. So what u up 2?

*smiles* Nothing much.....just playing with my dog

lol bless...im just listening to music...gonna go to bed in half an hour

ok.Wat song r u listening to?

I made a new video for my youtube yesterday.

Superchick...beauty from pain

XD I'm listening 2 Superchick, Get Up

......

what is that for Boyo?

probably he's hurt

Not the only one if you know what I mean...he'll live

The video is for Kim Possible.Mostly her preteen self.

lol, yep

why...you where the one who came in here...and started picking on me.....i was just trying to defend my self....why....why do you tret me so different then anyone else here....why me why tret me so differently.....i havent done anything....

*sighs* Here we go again...I swear, you two, your arguements drive me nuts...

Serously. -______-; (PSSSSSSSSSST! HI! XD )

arguments...?....kira..i was trying to defend my self...cant you see that...? she came in here...and started picking on me.....

(PSSSSSSSSSST! HI! XD ) Sorry I havent been on in a while. I had some...matters...to attend to... <.< >.> I understand Boyo. Sowweh >w<

Because you go around talking about depression all the time, it is annoying coz u dont know what it really is. Anna knows how I am at the minute so dont have a go. Long time no see Kira *hug*

Well, thats nice. No hug for meh? -w-;

*Hugs* Same-- WAIT A MINUTE...I thought you said you wernt coming back Tasha XD. And maybe its because he's turned emo...Or...Boyo...did Brandon come back? *Glomps Shadow* YUS!!! XDDD

......you guys serusly dont see what she just did.....?

lol ive been called emo with my black hair XD ~shadow redemption~ who are u again? I forget ho people are lol

I want black hair...with red tips and white streaks... *_* And by the way Suzuka-chan, Boyo wasnt bothering her in the beginning...Dont make false accusations.... =_=

cool lol

Lol, Tasha, i's Ino, the annoying one. XD And FINE Boyo, ignore me. -______-;;; <huggles Kira> YAYZ! I want a black streak.

Meh too. But of course...Parents: IT WILL BLEACH YOUR HAIR!!! NO!!!! ....T.T

ah right lol...havent been on for ages so i forgot XD I gotta go guys, Boyo shut up, im not happy at the mo so stop complaining that im nasty or whatever

........whats worng with you guys....why arnt any of you listaning to me.....shadow...clearly you saw what...she just did...

Kay bii! ^_^

Shut up already

i.....I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WHERE MY FRIENDS!!!!!

I am! I saw what she did! And Suzuka! I cant believe her!

Kira...calm down...Anna sticks up for me coz she knows how much of a hard time im having at the moment

Relationship problemas?

I am not saying but its hard

Excuse me? You guys don't know what she's going through right now.I've been through the same thing.Not to be rude or anything.

Kay.

Awww thanks Anna *hug* I will email u tomorow but im off to bed now...bye *hugs*

Ok, it's good u understand.I am your friend, guys.I just don't wanna see my friend get hurt.It is hard, going through this stuff,especially when everyone takes it lightly and noone understands.

Ive been through the same thing Boyo. I know this pain.

................. i know your pain, I'm not saying that your voice can't be heard.Tasha just dosen't need this pressure right now.I thank u boyo, 4 helping me,but now I wanna help Tasha

I like the pic and the poem You ppl are jerks

i'm a little lost... hi pplz

I have a poem that I wrote back in the 4th grade that expresses my pain. Im gonna post it

....................OMG! I'M LEAVING! GEEZ!

WHYS!!!?

B-because! I'm not making false accusations! U know what?! FORGET IT!

*shivers*......oh god....oh my god......

Its ok Boyo...

WHAT!?!?

omgness..Anna-chan!

Anna? calm down k? we understand your not making false accusations everyone needs to take a break and calm down think about things we all know every being on earth feels pain some more then others we have to accept that some people have stronger feelings then others *Hug?*

Please....i need u ppl to try and understand what's going on.Tasha's going through a rough time, and she dosen't need added pressure.Please,stop ganging up on her.I want all of u to try to walk a mile in her shoes,and then be the judge of that

O.O still confused... i guess i'm leaving, see ya, oi anna wait!

what?

aww

I`m not ganging up on Tisha I`m saying that we should understand that everyone feels pain some more than others and we all deal with the pain differentlly

true.....but-

But what Anna-Chan? *Hugs?*

u ppl are scary

u guys... fighting isn't going to do anything for any1. i'm a pacifist (er not really) and i think that all of us have enough fighting already. it is true tasha is going through a tough time form what i understand from suzu's telling me and that we deal with pain differently. but we all need to be supportive of a friend in need.

i see suzuka chan.....i see..*drops to knees*.....i......words cant descrid this....i am..worng....for defending myself.........i........this dosnt.....i......i am........im worng.....yet.....i can say....nothing?....i dont understand....i dont, so what am i....the bad guy.....is that what i am.....why god...why!!!!...please tell me why!......

Wait I said we all deal with pain differentlly or did Anna say that before me? Boyo calm down please we are all going to figure this out

Ok your not a bad guy and defending yourself IS NOT BAD! it is all a misunderstanding

Boyo.....*hugs* ur not the bad guy,we all need to understand someones pain,walk a mile in there shoes before judjing others.And understand that sometimes they don't want help

well mizu i think u both said that we deal with pain differently, i'm not sure, i just got here

It allounds like a song ........... OMG

*nods*

But she started it! She came in here out of nowhere and started insulting Boyo! And thats not fair...

what sounds ike a song? y am i always confubed!? TT.TT

...................if ya'll gonna falsley accuse my friend,i'm out.I just have to say this,walk a mile in her shoes for 3 weeks and be the judge

Read the comments. She comes out of NOWHERE!!! I dont know why shes treating him like this, but its not right. Oh I posted it Boyo. Check it. ^_^

No Boyo. You dont have to do anything. Just be yourself and ignore what others say ^_^ *hugs*

If someone is adressing something to someone with alot of pain,do u think she wants to hear it?No way.It adds pressure.If she's being "mean and unfair" by telling him not to post stuff that's gonna make her feel worse,then she has a reason to tell him

Boyo you`ll regret leaving these people are your friends if they did nothing it would prove they gave up on you.. but no they want you to be better for your own sake

............are u saying i gave up on him?! I didn't.

But she doesnt have to look at it. She could just completely ignore it. Why cant you see it in my point of view Suzuka?

.....but i dont understand...why i am hurting.....my heart...hurts

You think everyone is against you. You just want to speak to someone about your day, your pain and your fears. But no one will listen. Right?

great, now i'm te bad one.I'm trying to tell you to walk that mile,to understand how she feels.I see it in your P.O.V. I just don't agree.Not being rude.If this keeps up, I'm leaving, permanetly

Oh dont take extreme measures Suzuka. Your not the bad one, its just that more people are on Boyo's side is all. Im on his side because I was in his position in...actually 6th grade not 4th

.................. ok you ppl need to take a breather

.....she....i cant win.....she even has people on her side...that i cant do anything.....she even has an exuse....with my head hung low....i have nothing to stand up to her....she can...do this when ever she wants to...?.....and yet...if i say anything...i am..causing her pain.....anything i do..causes her annoyince or pain........what have i ever done...to deserve such a beating.....

I'm in 6th grade.Why are ppl taking sides? I guess I'm on the bad girls side,then.

HI KIRA IT'S CHRISSI long time no see

Yeah same Chrissi XD. There is technically no bad sides...Just the red and the blue sides... ^w^

Suzu that`snot what i ment at all I ment by saying that was that you andall the others ARE his friends and you guys care about him so much that`s why you are being so ruff it`s so he can be a better person *What no hello for me Chrissi ?*

i uploaded a pic,if anyone cares

ME CARE ANNA ME CARE AND HI KIKIYO

(I ish Mizu *cries in emo corner god why does no one remember my pen name why!* look at my picture titled to new friends and old Chrissi )

...you wanted me to comment on here to say what i think tasha?...alright...yesterday...was a heart breaker...i thought i had friends yesterday...but in that instent..when they tuke your side even for just a minute..i felt i lost...i felt i had nothing..no one here..is that what you wanted to see?...i was just posting a poem...and you just came and layed into me like that....then things got ugly..alright..i told you what i thought

Grow up, people were saying bad things about me. If your reading is as bad as your grammar, I'm not surprised you misread what they said. You felt like you had nothing? You don't have a clue thats what you don't have. I didn't want to see anything, all I did was express opinions.

express!!...thats what you call this abuse....tasha.....even i feel sadness...maybe not as great as yours...but hell i feel pretty sad right now...express...thats it...i was making a poem and then you came and sed that, why is it me tasha..im not stupid i see it...all the time i see the padderns tasha....even back then...you would attack me...what is it you hate about me..what..are you jelouse of something....or is it something else..why do you hate me so much...your nice to everyone else...but not me...why

Me jealous of you? You make me laugh! I'm jealous of being a loser...yeah that's right. By the way I do not hate you nor do I like you. I dislike your lectures...it's tiresome and pathetic. I can't be bothered with you.

huh....hehe...is that it...is that right....a loser huh.....and about you not hating me...dont hide behind that...i have always felt there was something about me that you hated....you are not this mean to anyone else on here..and back then...i saw it...your even nice to shadow..and she fought with you ones...im not bline tasha...and your tired of it right...you belive my lectures are pathatic...and you cant be botherd by me...is this it..is this why you wanted me to comment...to make me look like the ass?.

Yup thats what you are. I do not hate those I have never met nor do I really like them. You look like a arse all the time Boyo. I argue and make up with those I like...u aint one.

(I can picture the two of you in my mind! sorry for the interruption)

Thankfully i cant

so i..am a loser..for being kind...im a loser...cause i write poems...im a loser..cause i am who i am...i...am no ass, i told you when we met again tasha..that i was stronger...and i hold to that, tasha...it is always me your dogging on...i see it all the time..like i sed..i see the patterns, but your probably not even going to give me the truth of why you dislike me so much....why you rezent me, thats only to be expected...i never would have done anything to hurt you intecthaly.....yet...you do this to me

I do not resent you, get that into your mind, you just annoy me propper loads, I don't need lectures at the moment.

i annoy you huh....well then*sigh* im sorry that i annoy you tasha...but it seems..you keep using that eyerolling smily...but ya know...i did see a paddern back then...everytime i looked on comments..when ever you where being mean to me..i saw it was no one else...after what had happen with J...you just started to be mean to me...and when i stud up for my self...you told me you dispized me...isnt that right? i remember everything tasha....everyone sees it here...kim..the others..even just a little

I have never said that. You're an even bigger loser then I thought if u remember everything...I would say more but u ain't worth it and I am tired. One moe thing: Learn how to friggin spell.

Boyo.....stop it, please. If you dun want her to be mean, and if ur gonna talk like this, then why bother talking 2 her? Not to start anything

learn how to spell right...dont remember right...i remember that stuff tasha...cause those where some of the biggist things that happen in my life...you remember the things that where most painful..but it seems to me..your words are being witherd away....just like the last time we met tasha....i remember the comments tasha..you can lie about them all you want......but tasha..i am stronger now....your not gonna put me down.....not this time....and i still wonder..why you wanted me to comment

You callin me a liar? My comments are small because I am tired, I have had a long day today...maybe that explains it...with time here being 11.10pm I have college tomorrow so I am going to bed. Do not talk to me again...in fact I shall do everyone a favour by going again, it's annoying being here.

TASAHA! NO! PLEASE!

Anna, I'll still talk to you

Good.*hug* We'll keep in touch.Being here does nothing positive for you,nyway

whaa....

lol *hug* nothing is lol right im off to bed...night Anna *hug*

*hug* night Tasha.

Right, Im leaving AG again. I have had enough of you losers, tonight is my last night here. You guys can have a go at me how many times you want but walk in my shoes and you will find out how annoyed I get about Boyo talking about depression.

*nods* Yep,i'll email u though

lol ok Anna

Tasha!-glomps- I must have your email! Dx;;; I never got to talk to you Dx;; -shot-

I'm fine xD;; just got home from school xD Are you ok? I read your previous comments and it looks like you're going through something bad Dx Im going through tons of drama st school >_>;; lol

I'm gonna be ok ^^; But it's true...I kinda am at the moment but oh well...and bless ya lol

drama always starts in school!

lol xD well imma email you cause itouch is running out of battery Dx I'll explain when I email you xD -goes on laptop xD-

lol bless ya XD

well tasha i guess this is goodbye^^